Zee(!)

thanks for your everything, i've once love you that much , mayb even more than you did, but dont know since when, all these went wrong. i dont know what i want, and out of sudden i feel so confused and insecure. the reason for our breakup is not mainly about my studies but together with my feelings. i cant say that i dont love you , but it is jus that my feelings have faded. i no longer have the energy to hug you that tight, to hold you that long. i've stop yearning to love you even more. you are the first guy i've been together for so long, and the first guy i've gave my everything to . how can you say that i' th 1 who wan t end all these. i do still miss the past we've went through, the tears n laughters we have, i do feel guilty n heartbroken to see you in this state but what can i do? i dont want to lie to you nor stay with you when my feelings have already faded. i cant give you as much as you do, so what for i stay? i just dont want to hurt you any longer. i've never toy your feelings before because i've tried my best to maintain this relationship to find back the love i have for you in the past, i stil want you by my side, but seeing you shed tears for me over n over again let me felt that i cant be so selfish to make you the one who is contributing everything in this relationship. i rather be th bad man who let people hate then seein you cry for me again. i dont hate you, but the chances i gave you is more than enough, i dont have th confident to give in one more time. yuzhi, thanks for the love n care you shower on me since 020108. you are the first guy i have love so much, n i really had enjoy the company of your's . hope you can move on and find a girl who is right for you. i'll move on, so you have too. lastly, do take care/