Zee(!)

From, Yuzhi <3
No matter how hard i try.. how hard i give in, how nice i am, or whatever i do, i fully understand now.. i have to fang le ai, wei le ni de sheng huo, this is what you want, i know how much you hate me, i dont know how to accept this, but i have to accept, i love you alot, i truly do.. its because i love u so much that made me so hard to let you go, i cant forget every step we take, we've change alot, from the starting to now, its been a rollercoaster ride for us, i love it, i tasted love alot. i truly understand what is true love, i wont step into another relationship ever again, no matter how i change, im stil me, you are still weisia, the fact is u hate me, nothing can change it, i regretted not cherishing u in the past, but its too late.. i can never have zeeweisia in my arms again.. its really over. why did u choose to hate me, why did't you give me another chance.. i've made u retain to NA, i've ruined ur life.. im sorry, if i can choose to reborn, i would like to be someone you will love forever.. someone who can takecare of you, who makes you feel safe, now, we cant even be friends, nobody would belive it that im always the one crying, saying sorry, begging you to stay.. but i wont hide anything from anybody anymore, i have regretted, i even went on my knees to beg you to stay.. i love you forever, i'll wait for you till one day you willing to accept me again, 020108 has ended its journey, because zeeweisia no longer loves tanyuzhi .